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September 20, 2006
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I haven't been on my computer for awhile. Been going through this depression crap again. I cut out one of my meds. that was making me sick. It was giving me migraines and making me more depressed. I started it Aug 10 and quit it Sept. 17. Since it is an anti-seizure med, it said not to stop cold turkey,because even if you never had a seizure you could have one. I stopped and so far no seizure. My doc gave it to me for mood disorder, he thinks I'm bi-polar, but I not according to my mental health assessments. I've been in bed all week, like detoxing off this med and reallllly depressed. I also decided to quit smoking Sunday, so I've been something else. I quit smoking for 20 yrs and started again 3 yrs ago. One cigarette, who woulda thunk.
I'm going to Billings tomorrow to see the workmen's comp doctor. I don't want to go, because I hate traveling by car long distances. I think it's about 350 miles. But workmen's comp said if you don't go, you don't get your benefits. What is the difference? I know they are sending me to their witch doctor, so they can try and get me off workmen's comp. Because that is how they operate.
But, I will have to trust in God. He knows all and my needs. Sometimes it's just a little hard to have faith.
In a positive note, I should make this like a mini-vacation. Shop, use the hot tub in our room and eat at Red Lobster and Olive Garden.
Talk to you all when I get back.
 

Comments:

Hi and thanks for your comment. CA is a liberal stat with conservative pocket. I found one.

Sorry you've been under the weather and good luck with the unsmoking. I quit twice - 3 years each time. Wonder what it is about 3 years.
 

Gail I hope all goes well and you are in my prayers for a good trip. Yes use the hot tub and eat the good eats. A mini vacation sounds good.

I have been out of my antidepressent for a few weeks now and have about 3 weeks till my new doctor appt. So I do understand really the being depressed and messed up meds thing! So does all the creatures living in this house too!
 

i started taking my pills again. enjoy your trip. billings is fun!
 

this has nothing to do with your post..dawn and i were discussing scorpio men...i said they usually had small penis's..she said for me to tell you that.....so i am....then...she told me you were married to one..so i have come to compare scorpio men notes....all the scorpio men i had sex with had small penis's..how about you...jackie
 

this has nothing to do with your post..dawn and i were discussing scorpio men...i said they usually had small penis's..she said for me to tell you that.....so i am....then...she told me you were married to one..so i have come to compare scorpio men notes....all the scorpio men i had sex with had small penis's..how about you...jackie
 

i didn't think she (yellowdog granny) actually would, ma! she is very cool.
 
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