October 15, 2006
Tagged by Dawn Marie my brat child
5 Ramdom things about me.
1. I love to read. So Dawn must of got that love from me. I would read in my room when I was young. Mostly to get away from my mom and everyone else. When I was in third grade I read all the Pippi Longstocking and a series of stories about a little girl who was a witch. Now I like mystery mixed with suspense. I used to read a lot of gothic books. Lately I been reading my bible, now that is different completely than what I normally read.
2. I'm a loner. I don't like to be around a lot of people. I get nervous and sometimes get panic attacks. I sometimes make people not like me. Ah, I must be afraid of rejection.
3. I wish I could of spent more time w/my mom. She died 2002. She could get me so angry. I wish I could of let my hurts go along time of go. I think she was depressed alot. I wish I of noticed it sooner. But I forgave her of many things and I know she is happy now with Jesus.
I used to blame her for everything and my Dad who left when I was 1 yr old left us, I thought he was the greatest. I had him on a pedistal for years. He still is alive, but he is not on that pedistal any longer. I love him, but I grew up and faced reality. They both had faults.
4. I like to watch soaps. I been doing it for years. When I was working I would tape them and watch them at the end of the week. There are so many commericals and fill-in on the soaps that I do a lot of fast forwarding. I still tape them so I can fast forward the junk.
5. I love Jesus. I'm a born-gain christian. I may not live like it at times. But Jesus is in my heart.
I am glad that he is a loving God and forgiving God. I pray that I will be more like him every day. I am a forgiving person. I always was, even before I became a Christian. I love my husband Bill, who I fill God sent him to me.
Comments:
there are pippi longstocking books? why didn't i ever read them? you and your mom had issues. i put daddy bruce on a pedistal too, but I know he could be a pain in the ass. Its easier to look up to someone who isn't always around.
I completely understand number 2, and I agree with you.
Yes, there are. Didn't they have those books when you went to school.
I know your dad was special to you. My situation was different.
Nice posting Gail. Very truthful and telling about you. I understand #2 so much! Probably why I haven't ventured out of the house much since we moved in 10 months ago. But if we are to be true Christians we do have to get out and fellowship. I have been struggling alot with that lately. I do fear rejection and don't handle it well!
I hope you are doing good today! Happy Friday!
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1. I love to read. So Dawn must of got that love from me. I would read in my room when I was young. Mostly to get away from my mom and everyone else. When I was in third grade I read all the Pippi Longstocking and a series of stories about a little girl who was a witch. Now I like mystery mixed with suspense. I used to read a lot of gothic books. Lately I been reading my bible, now that is different completely than what I normally read.
2. I'm a loner. I don't like to be around a lot of people. I get nervous and sometimes get panic attacks. I sometimes make people not like me. Ah, I must be afraid of rejection.
3. I wish I could of spent more time w/my mom. She died 2002. She could get me so angry. I wish I could of let my hurts go along time of go. I think she was depressed alot. I wish I of noticed it sooner. But I forgave her of many things and I know she is happy now with Jesus.
I used to blame her for everything and my Dad who left when I was 1 yr old left us, I thought he was the greatest. I had him on a pedistal for years. He still is alive, but he is not on that pedistal any longer. I love him, but I grew up and faced reality. They both had faults.
4. I like to watch soaps. I been doing it for years. When I was working I would tape them and watch them at the end of the week. There are so many commericals and fill-in on the soaps that I do a lot of fast forwarding. I still tape them so I can fast forward the junk.
5. I love Jesus. I'm a born-gain christian. I may not live like it at times. But Jesus is in my heart.
I am glad that he is a loving God and forgiving God. I pray that I will be more like him every day. I am a forgiving person. I always was, even before I became a Christian. I love my husband Bill, who I fill God sent him to me.
Comments:
there are pippi longstocking books? why didn't i ever read them? you and your mom had issues. i put daddy bruce on a pedistal too, but I know he could be a pain in the ass. Its easier to look up to someone who isn't always around.
I completely understand number 2, and I agree with you.
Yes, there are. Didn't they have those books when you went to school.
I know your dad was special to you. My situation was different.
Nice posting Gail. Very truthful and telling about you. I understand #2 so much! Probably why I haven't ventured out of the house much since we moved in 10 months ago. But if we are to be true Christians we do have to get out and fellowship. I have been struggling alot with that lately. I do fear rejection and don't handle it well!
I hope you are doing good today! Happy Friday!
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